Well we havent gone on holiday as Alex got a bladder infection and is on tablets for a few days, he feels ill so we stay in all day watching tv or playing on the computer, i feel like a caged animal, i want to be outside doing something.......i hope he feels more motivated over the next few days.
Hes been really grumpy as well while hes ill and a bit snappy with me and i hate it. I know he doesnt feel well and i have tried my best to make hm feel better but nothing has worked. I just feel tired, really down and a bit weepy i was really looked forwards to are break away and now were not going. Infact we are doing nothing but staying home all the time. Add Alex's bad mood and i feel like going back to England for a while, i really do.
