Finally the plane ticket is book so i can see my parents!! Its in 3 and a half weeks time and i can't wait! I know Alex doesnt want me to really go but its just for a week and i havent seen my family in over 4 months!!I need to see them especially as we wont be going for christmas so its the last chance to see them before next year. :DD

I am soooooo going to stock up and bring stuff back like peanut butter, salad cream, Branston pickle!! All the things i love but can't get out here! Im also going to tell my family they better start sending me stuff like this when i ask rather than giving excuses after all im not asking for much and i would do the same for them >:-[

I think Alex is worried i wont come back from the visit which is silly my home is here with him in Rome. But i must admit theres a tiny tiny voice inside me saying how easier it would be to stay in England. I would find a job straight away, be able to go shopping, have my friends and family, be independant again like i was in London. Im not going to lie but the last 6 months has been a hard struggle for me here. And im not sure if it had been round the other way and he had moved to England weather he would have stayed or not. :(

Going out on the weekend with a group of Alex's Italian friends and a few from else where so should be nice. Going to go mad with my camera and take loads of pics.

Im still going through lonely phases, i tried texting some of the girls from my Italian course i finished so see if they wanted to go out to lunch but no one responded. :'(

Im trying to get Alex to be more social as well he doesnt do much with his friends but he always says he wishes he could see them more. So hopefully if i can get them to socalise more with us things will be better.

I would still love a kitten but Alex keeps saying no, im going to ask for one for xmas and see what happens. He thinks us having a baby would be better as i have said in previous posts but we cant afford it at the moment and i think a kitten would be easier for now.

I sometimes wonder if anyone reads these posts especially as i have a link to them on my facebook, or am i just a lone voice on the wind that no one hears? :roll: