I have just had a bit of a break down while talking to a friend from London on MSN. I started to cry and just couldnt stop it was an unending flow and talking to her i realise again how unhappy i am sometimes and how lonely here.
I need more than cleaning the house, making dinner and wandering aimlessly about in Rome. I need a job and please god let me get one soon even if its part-time. Im going to ask Alex for money to go to the gym as well, i need something to do more or i will go crazy and i dont know.
I miss going shopping with my friends, i miss going for noodles in Greenwich, i miss alot of stuff. And even after 6 months of being here in Rome im not settled not really. I need more than just the house and Alex or i wont survive here.
My friend said i should keep asking for a kitten as it would be company for me and she knows how much i love animals but i think he will still say no.
I can't believe how depressed i can be here, in London i was so active and poitive but there i could do so many things. Things i dont feel i can do here and i hate it. I think thats why part of me has given up with learning Italian.
I put a post on Wanted in Rome website asking if anyone knows any classes taught in english, like dancing, painting, anything i can do here in Rome i need to be active i need to go where i can make some friends.
