Ciro was castrated on saturday poor baby when we picked him afterwards he could barely stand from the anisetic and he was scared and shaking. Once we got him home we left him in a darkened room he moved around to find a comfortable chair then fell asleep for ages. Later i got him hotdogs (his favorite) and he eat them all so the experience didnt effect is appetite! Sunday he was back to normal running about causing trouble the vet said the hormone will be in his system for 14 more days then he shuld calm down.

Me and Alex had a long talk about stuff and he realises now he does the things he wants and sometimes he doesnt realise hes doing it. Saturday afternoon we went for a talk to find the gym we ended up getting lost. But we found 2 more pet shops, a place that sells pork sandwiches. We bought cakes, chocolate, hand made coffee and pasta and campbells soup, bugers and burger buns and hotdogs. Then on the way back we realise we took a wrong turn and found the gym. Its 5-10mins away from the house but it was closed so we are going back another day to join me up although apparently i might need a letter from a doctor saying him healthy and can attend one. Its good as now its getting more like spring and nicer days Alex wants to go out and do things which is what we both need i think rather than sitting at home all weekend on the computer.

It was a really good afternoon and we both had fun it was nice to get back to the lighter side and be able to talk about our relationship and sort things out.

The lady we got Ciro off emailed Alex and said she would take Ciro back now if we wanted but Alex said no that we want to keep him and love him and would only give him up if its a healthy risk (as in if the allergy he has is so high it could kill him). So that was nice that he wants to keep him now and he realises the cat means alot to me. I also remembered he told me he had a cat when he was living with an ex-girl friend and he was ok his allergy wasn't to bad.

I talked to my friend Jess through MSN yesterday and said i was sorry for all the ranting and moaning i was doing to her lately. I thought i must be driving her crazy but she was cool with it she said everyone needs to get things off there chest. Hopefully i will be happier now. I can't wait for her to visit i really want to go do some stuff with her like shopping etc.