So we didnt go back to Tuscany this week as Alex decided it would be better to spend the week here and see what the results said they arrived on friday. He has 2 bacteria which is causing the postrate problem so he will have to take antibiotics to cure them. I thought he would be happy about this news now its finally know what it is, but he was all still doom and gloom. Antibiotics making you feel bad and crappy so hes not looking forwards to that for 15 days as his doctor gave him tablets for it. Worse i have to go to the gyno on friday and get checked as i might have the bacteria as well so i will have to take the tablets as well oh joy!

So we finally went to the gym on friday as Alex decided he would do something to get me outside more interact which was nice. We went and talked round it talk to a lady there who spoke english and got a timetable. We are ging back to sign me up on the 21st july they are open until the first week in August then closed for 2 weeks then start again so at least i get to try them for a little bit.

Alex is now obsessed with buying a brand new car such as a Mercedez which hes fallen in love with. Its alot of money which we dont have and even selling the porche he has now might not cover it. So we will wait and see what happens. He dragged me to two car places to have a look at things.

This week we did what i didnt want to do which was stay in alot on the computer, we did go for a few walks and ok maybe i should have asked to do something different apart from the 2 times i did ask! We are really grumpy and snappy with eachother at the moment the heat isn't helping (its 55 outside today) him being ill isn't helping, not making love for 2 months because of it isnt helping. We keep apologizing to eachother after a while its a weird situation.

He was also watching the discovery channel all the time! I was getting grumpy that he is doing everything he wants but we dont get to watch or do what i want to!! Part of me will be happy when he goes back to work as least i have space to do my own thing then and breath!

So i dont know if we are going back to Tuscany now or not! His antibiotics dont allow him to go out in sunlight or it has a strange effect. So we might be stuck in Roma another week!

I talked to my friend Dave a little bit about me and Alex it was nice to get a male view on it all and hes a sweet guy and was very helpful so that was good.

My friend Jess is finally back from America! YAY! and hopefully i will get to see her at some point soon!

Ciro is being quiet at night now hes being shut in the kitchen for the whole night and very effectionate in the mornings when i let him out. He has all his toys in there etc, feed, dirt tray and now even in the afternoons he will stay in there with the door open. I think hes finally mellowing! fingerscrossed!